I get it. I kinda got it that my life would no longer be cocaine and hookers and rock concerts and beer can forts and rally cars and drunken Sunday afternoons and...so on and...so on - around about the time we even decided to stop the business of not getting pregnant. And no matter how proud you are of having navigated the first 3 months of night and day screaming and shooting poop through a pants leg and random strangers shoulders covered in vomit, and "the change" - I'm pretty sure I'm going to make all the same mistakes and learn as I go along, like everybody. Now check this pretty awesome TED video discussing parenthood :-)